1.
My life is like an open book,
you’ll know it when you ask.

But, my thought is like a cave,
and my heart is in a cage.

2.
To in touch with feeling,
is too,
in touch with thinking.

To in touch with emotion,
is too, knowing how to detach from
its circle of motion.

3.
I have big dreams,
look up, search for hopes.

But, world hang me upside down,
and i look at the bottom right now.

4.
Nothing,
i’m waiting for nothing,
for nothing keeps me wondering,
wondering for something genuine,

genuine that comes from nothing.

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5.
O sky! O sun!
Why do i feel sad and misdone?

Do i need some time to drinking rum?

O sky! O sun!

Tell me that everything gonna be a pun,
or just none.

O sky! O sun!

Don’t look at me as a joker for once,
i’m standing here as human with a chance.

6.
And ask me who i am,
there’ll be no absolute answers.

I’m the question, i’m the comma,

you call me a fool,
but what are you exactly?

7.
I’m looking for fresh bread at the bakery,
while holding breadcrumbs, from hands of the mockery.

But,
how could i think about eating fresh bread with my hand,
for i am not even feasible to eat this breadcrumbs without commands?

Why are they making me a mockery,
when i just wanna eat bread from the bakery?

Oh,
this repeating words,
wish it won’t be a crush,
for someone who reads lots of books.

8.
My life is just a joke,
that make no one laugh.

Not because it isn’t a funny joke,
but because it is made for learn and bluff.

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9.
The hand of midas?

No.
Possibly
the kiss of Judas.

10.
Romanticizing the feeling,
romanticizing life,
beautifully romanticize.

But,
where’s the beauty of the truth?

11.
Too much talking
still not growing.
Should stop speaking,
never explain, never complain.

12.
What’s exciting about future is the riddle,
what’s interesting about past is the answer.

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by Littlenutcracker

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