since i was young,
they taught me how to solve problem that i’d never had,
how to not make another new problem,
or how to make things right, perfecly.
so i tried to change anything, to become my way.
and they tried to change me, to become right way.
but,
they never taught me to be okay to have and face problem oddly, because everything can be solve and done differently.
so i can grow myself, to become who i am,
and ignore them, who tried to change me, to become their right way.
life is nice to me, but people are not.
as i understand it, i learnt to learn everything backward,
and…
look at me now,
how stubborn i am,
and how pity they are.